Bahash tamum kardam. taghriban 3 mah pish.
Ozam yekam beham rikhtast... yani ghati patie! Ma kheili ba ham khub budim... un be nazar kheili ashegh miumad. Baram 3ta she'r gofte bud ke vaghean asare honari budan. (2ta dustpesare ghablim ham baram she'r gofte budan, vali khodemunim una ba inke kheili hes dashtan vali az nazare adabi charand budan! hala shayad badan ye ruzi she'ra ro inja benivsam)
ghazie injuri bud ke un kheili mazhabi bud va man be hichvajh. Gharar gozashte budim ke dustaye mamuli shim! be nazare man gheire momken bud vali... be har hal fek kardim age faghat hafteyi do bar telefoni harf bezanim shayad beshe hamdigero bikhial shim. man 2 ta emtehane kheili sakht dashtam. ma telefoni harf mizadim... man kheili ghavi nabudam. un bem migoft ke harvaght hoselam sar raft ya esterahat dashtam besh zang bezanam... emtehana gozasht, un esrar mikard ke beram shahresh, ye hafte pishesh basham, khuneye jadidesho bebinamo komakesh konam khunasho doros kone. vali ma dige be ham zade budim! goft na! ma aslan be ham nazadim! ma hanuzam ba hamim! Na, ma tamum kardim.dige hich tamasi ba man nadashte bash. manzuramo nemifahmid. goftam fek kon man mordam. goft miduni ke tu eteghade ma mordeha nabud nemishano hanuzam mishe bashun harf zad!!!
ye hamsaye tu in sakhtemune jadid daram. ye pesare almanie khoshtipe va khosh heykal. ghabl az inke emtehanam tamum she, do se bar umad dame dare otagham ke berim bastanifurushie jadidi ke baz shodaro emtehan konim. ya berim jashne khiabuni... Ex migoft ina to ro be cheshme ye mojude payintar mibinan, hichvaght to ro mesle khodeshun arzeshmand nemidunan.
raftim bastanifurushi. ghazie baram kheili ajib bud. man hichvaght ba ye khareji sare gharari narafte budam. aslan motmaen nabudam ke in ye gharare ya haminjuri dustane... ziad harfi nadashtim.. man yekam chertopert tarif kardamo soalaye alaki porsidam! ye dadash dare, tu ye deh nazdike hamin freiburg zendegi mikone. vali ye nokteye ajib baraye man ine ke 3sal az man kuchiktare. fek kardam ino zudtar begam behtare, fek nakone man mikham ghayem konam... vali akharesh un hesab kard. kheili baram ajib bud, chon ta jayi ke midunestam ina hamishe dongi hesab mikonan, man kife pulamo dar ovorde budam vali vaghti un goft na, goftam bashe pas dafeye badi man hesab mikonam, harchand ke fek mikardam shayad inam yejuri talabkaranast, yani man mikham ke ye bare dige ham ba ham berim birun...
Az bastani furushi ke barmigashtim mikhast bere kharide ruzmarre.. mikhastam khodafezi konam vali goft kheili kutahe...
azash khosham miad... ma morattab ba ham budim... do bar raftim raghsidim.. un ta khune mano hamrahi kard. chon kheili dir budo man yekam nushide budam.
fek konam bacheye khubie. ye shukhiyi ke man bash mikardam in bud ke to ajab "player"i hasti! chand bar raftim tu daryacheye masnuyie seepark shena kardim.. cheghad tatilat khube!
dare farsi yad migire! albatte kheili sathi. felan charta jomle ba lahjeye khandedar mige. "cheshmat kheili ghashange", " esme man ... e , esme to /shoma chie?" , "shirine!"... Bazi vaghta yade in mioftam ke ex bekhatere man almani yad gerefto bara takhassos umad inja va bazi vaghta enghadr khasteo narahat mishod ke migoft mikham hamechio vel konam bargardam iran..
Ye bar azash delkhor shodam. nesfeshab dashtim az piaderavi barmigashtim, tu harfash goft ke ba dustash hashish mikeshan. dige nakhandidam. fek nemikardam be khatere tafavote farhangimun befahme! vali fahmid. porsid chi narahatam karde. goftam hichi, goftam mikham beram bekhabam, hoseleye mehmuni ya pishnahadaye digeyi ke dad ro nadaram. goft ma kheili nemikeshim, masalan mahi ye bar! goftam in be khodet marbute, mituni harkari dust dari bokoni. porsid chish enghad bade? goftam inke shomaha mikeshidesh... sokut... baz porsid. besh goftam chizi nist faghat ma kheili ba ham fargh darim. ruye ye nimkat nazdike khune neshastim. hich kudumemun hichi nemigoft. un kafe dastamo naz kard, kari ke ye saat pish kheili rum tasir dasht! porsidam miduni bozorgtarin/mohemtarin ozve jensi chie? goft be tore addi fek mikardam ina bashan vali hala ke injuri miporsi hatman nistan... zabune? besh goftam maghze. yani age maghz nakhad, baghieye badan hich asari nadare. manzuramo fahmid.. bazam sukut shod... bad az chand deyghe porsidam berim?... tu asansor man tabagheye khodamo zadam, un tabagheye balast vali nazadesh. tabagheye man umad birun. poshte sare man umad tu otagham. neshesht ru mobl. bazam hichi nemigoftim, man yekam otaghamo morattab kardam. dastamo gerefto goft dige hichvaght lazem nist negaran bashi, baghalam kard, manam busidamesho khandidam. goft dige hichvaght in harfo nazan ke ma ba ham fargh darim. ma hamo kheili khub mifahmim. khandidamo goftam tu takht kheili chizi bara fahmidan nist!
gharare akhare hafte beram iran. 6hafte unja mimunam... Hamechi ghatipati shode, vali man az oza raziam!
