Love...forever??

It's been almost two years now that I've had a boyfriend,who's really really religious. But we didn't have any problems, each of us could just do whatever we wanted. I drank when I wanted to and he prayed his God when he wanted to. We were just fine with it though at first I thought we wouldn't ever love each other! Well,turned out I was wrong! We fell in love and he even wrote me the prettiest poems I couldn't imagine!
The thing is, I'm gonna go to Germany and he's gonna be staying in Iran. His family ,who is likewise so religious, has been considering religious girls for him to choose one to marry.

Language mistakes!

Kash yeki bem eshtebahamo migoft!
I wish someone would tell me my language mistakes!
Würde Jemand mir meine Sprachfehler sagen!

Salaries

Dus darin hoghughe reshtehaye mokhtalef ro bedunin?
Would you like to know the salaries in different fields?
Möchten Sie die Einkommen in verschiedene Fächer wissen?

In amarie ke man az http://www.payscale.com/ dar ovordam,
This is what I found in http://www.payscale.com/.
Hier ist was ich in http://www.payscale.com/ gefunden habe.

hoghughe miangine har reshte bar hasbe dolar dar sal injurie:
The average salaries in these fields in US$ are as below:
Die Durchschnittseinkommen in diese Fächer sind so:

Field - New employee - after 20 years of work

barber or beauty shop manager - 49,005 - 30,030
medical secretary - 24,458 - 30,988
cook - 22,930 - 39,200
restaurant manager - 32,119 - 43,608
teacher - 39,991 - 44,064
accountant - 40,240 - 46,955
legal secretary - 30,271 - 49,896
physiotherapist - 54,883 - 71,352
design architect-41,374-77,439
software engineer-57,601-81,809
mechanical engineer-54,369-84,783
hardware engineer-63,216-105,279
general physicist-62,113-112,776
lawyer-56,793-113,444
general dentist-97,905-131,933
cosmetic dentist-90,000-160,000
orthodontist-140,311-174,857
neurologist-125,000-188,937
prosthetic dentist-174,150-190,000
dermatologist-162,500-206,386
gynecologist-163,235-237,964
radiologist-49,435-245,658
orthopedic surgeon-185,806-288,876
plastic surgeon-120,000-255,613
cardiologist-209,609-301,324

Rastesh reshteye digeyi be nazaram nayumad, age reshteyi ro naneveshtamo baratun soal bud bem begid ezafe konam.
To be honest I couldn't think of any other field, if there's one you'd like to know,just tell me and I'll add it to the list.
Ehrlich gesagt, konnte ich nicht an andere Fächer denken, wenn Sie nach einem Fach fragen wollen, können Sie mir sagen und das werde ich in der List zufügen

Tu inja mitunid bebinid ke cheghad pooldar hastin : http://www.globalrichlist.com/index.php
You can here see how rich you are : http://www.globalrichlist.com/index.php
Sie können hier sehen,wie reich Sie sind : http://www.globalrichlist.com/index.php

Pooldar, salamat va shad bashid ;)
Hope youll be rich,healthy and happy ;)
Ich hoffe, das Sie reich,gesund und froh sein werden ;)

Dasht barun miumad...

Az daneshkade (pich-shemrun) ta enghelab piade umadam. Inja ke budam buye kafshduzak miumad

It's really bad giving someone misdirection for their lives!

As you all may know I once changed my field form medical engineering to physical therapy after I had studied two years of the first one ...
Lots of people told me not to be stupid and stay in my own field but well I was stupid enough to do quit my field!

I was doing it all to change my field to dentistry but I didn't get what I wanted. It was at the end of that summer that they announced the fields everyone was accepted for, and mine was my last choice I had written just in case I was not accepted for dentistry!

Then there was the idea that I go somewhere out of Iran and study dentistry, we made some calls and we found out that it's not gonna happen in that semester. So I had this opportunity that I'd go and see if I liked physical therapy in that semester and there was nothing to lose coz if I didn't like it I'd still be going somewhere in the next semester...

There were these -beep- professors we had that just admired the field and they always told us about the plenty of patients out there who need us and that we are so lucky that we are so small in number that none of us will ever be jobless. They never said a word about the hard work and disrespect we were gonna face.

Now four year's passed and once again I'm thinking about studying dentistry!!
I think about all the time I wasted on this -beep- field.

The smallest things you do...

It was actually like a fortnight ago...
We were at Shariati hospital ( it's for our stage) when an old man came to me asking for the place to find some water for his pill. I didn't know the answer so I asked the secretary and when she said at the room at the end of Dr.Bagheri's place, I thought the old man might get lost so I took him there, pour a glass of water and intended to give it to him, but he mumbled something about me bringing the glass up to his mouth, for a second I was confused but then I saw his hands shaking, I said "Oh you're hands shake,you want me to bring it...ok sure" and did what he wanted and asked him if he had swallowed his pill...
He kept thanking me like I really had done him a huge favour...

I'm so happy I didn't just point my finger at his way.

Can you help me with the french parts please?

Click here -> Yade man kon by Darya Dadvar

The french parts I've tried to write down here are just what I think I hear, don't trust them! and if there's even one more french word you got from this clip please let me know.
P.S. If what I've written is just hilariously wrong, don't make fun of me!

C'est faux que me diser,comme joli mon amour,et comme bien les diser,mais il ne sais pas tu est grand ...?... C'est lui que me quitte...
هر كجا رفتی پس از من ، محفلی از تو شد روشن ، ياد من كن ، ياد من كن
هر كجا دیدی به بزمی عاشقی با لب گزیدن ، ياد من كن ، ياد من كن
هر كجا سازی شنیدی ، از دلی رازی شنیدی ، شعر و آوازی شنیدی
چون شدی گرم شنیدن ، وقت آه از دل كشیدن ، ياد من كن ، ياد من كن
ياد من كن ، ياد من كن
Sans dire amour, pour prendre...?...
بی تو در هر گلشنی ، چون بلبل بی آشیان ، دیوانه بودم
سر به هر در میزنم ، وآنگه ز پا افتاده در میخانه بودم
گر به كنج خلوتی دور از همه خلق جهان بزمی به پا شد ، وندر در آن خلوت سراپی باده ها پر از می عشق و صفا شد
چون بشد آهسته شمعی كنج آن كاشانه روشن
تا رسد ياری به ياری ، تا فتد دستی به گردن
ياد من كن ، ياد من كن
ياد من كن ، ياد من كن
ياد من كن ، ياد من ياد من ياد من

گندم - شهرام ناظري

زخاك من اگر گندم بر آيد ، از آن گر نان پزي مستي فزايد
خمير و نانوا ديوانه گردند ، تنورش بيت مستانه سرايد
ميا بي دف به گور من زيارت ، كه در بزم خدا غمگين نشايد
بدري زان كفن بر سينه بندي ، خراباتي زجانت درگشايد
مرا حق از مي عشق آفريدست ، همان عشقم اگر مرگم بسايد
منم مستي و اصل من مي عشق ، بگو از مي بجز مستي چه زايد؟

May this be my last "Ashoora" in Iran !

It's about a month now that this thing's been put at the end of our street.

The complex of love or maybe "the judgement day" (دوره آخر الزمان) ?!

I used to think I had the answer to everything... (or at least I could find out the answer)
but now I know life doesn't always go my way... (that was a part of a song by Britney Spears, but I really meant these words)

Love seems to be different from what I thought it is!

Used to think there's a man who falls in love with one special woman.
Used to think that the woman honors the man, loves him and gives him strength to be her hero.

But now...
I've seen people seeking love in every stranger..
And I've seen people hiding their feelings, afraid of what might happen..
I've even seen people who have never tasted love..
And I've seen you and me among all the others...

And I wonder if that's how the story's been supposed to be...

Unexpected kisses!

How do you like it for the start of your day?

Today mom was gonna do me a favor and give me a ride to Emam hospital just like all the other even days (thank you mom)

There I was just yawning in the yard, going to close the door after the car when I saw this neighbor of ours who was walking away from me round the yard as a morning exercise. I said hello and she suddenly changed direction towards me. I was wondering what's gonna happen next!?!

Then she said "Eydetoun mobarak" and grabbed me and kissed me a number of times as she was rambling something about being "seyyed"! (Believe it or not,that's me! :D)

What do you think?

There's this girl in my French class who always has lots of scratches and scars all over her hands and forearms. I used to wonder if that's some kind of addiction she has, like some kind of masochism! I never even dared to ask!

Today I finally made out what they were caused by.

I can give you lots of chances to guess what it was. I don't think you can succeed...

think.
think..
think...
....

She's got cats! I mean as her pets, and she lets them have it their own way with her!
(You sure have had cats too if you made the right guess)

But hey! "Isn't it a wonder?!"

I asked her if that was worth it when I heard this other girl's voice "you're so cold-hearted! It definitely IS worth it" and then she showed me an old deep scar she had, like she was showing me her badge of honour!

Now I'm wondering whether I really am as cold as she claims I am or she's just a little bit DIFFERENT ;)
Please DO tell me what you really think.

The worst lie ever!

The story started when Narges only invited ME to her sister’s Hana-bandoun and wedding coz she didn’t want all her good ;) friends around. And I was supposed not to tell the others about it, like none of us were invited. And that was just what I did.

Narges came to the university today clutching her flash memory with all the photos of both nights in it.
Everyone wanted to see the bride. But I was more intelligent than letting them see ME there. As Hafez says: "غالبا" اين قدرم عقل و كفايت باشد" !!
ُُSo I asked Narges to cut my photos,and paste 'em on my own flash memory and so did she.

Now everyone was standing there and Narges started the slide show... How shocked we all were to see ME standing there!!...
Damn it, the photos weren't CUT!... For a moment I was just standing there still, didn't know what to do... I was just thinking about the possibility they didn't recognize me!!!!!!

Rabeteye qashange mano Mani

Mani pesardayie 6 saleye mane, ta chand vaght pish az man khejalat mikeshido taghriban farar mikard!!



Ta inke ma ba ham (ba khunevade, you pervert!!) ye mosaferate kuchulu raftim, unja ba ham dus shodim...yani avval hambazie bodobodo..badam bazihaye mobile..badesham gushimo besh midadam azash khahesh mikardaam ax begire,unam zogh mikard... Enghad dus shodim ke dige hamash miumad tu mashine ma... Tu mashin ham ye seri bazihaye bachegane az khodam sakhtam ke dige dasht mamano mamanbozorgo divune mikard!



Belakhare bargashtim Tehran, fek mikardam dige hame chi yadesh mireo dobare khejalati mishe vali...



Bavaram nemishod Mani ta chand shab khabe mano midid!! masalan ye bar mano az daste ejdeha nejat dade bud, ye bare dige az daste dozda...



In dafe man uni budam ke zogh mikard ama az inja be badesh kheili ajibe...fek mikardam khob 2-3 ruz hamash ba ham budim ta chand ruz intorie...



Raftim tavallode Negar (khahare Mani) Mani hamash miumad pishe man mishest ! yani har 5 deyqe ye bar ye sar be baziaye computeri ke hamsennash dashtanbazi mikardan mizad, amma dobare midoyid miumad pishe man ye ja jur mikard mishest (age sandali pisham nabud yeki miovord) vayyyyy...in pesar mano kosht...



Diruz dayim ina umadan khunamun, and guess what? Mani baram ye kif gerefte bud!! (ba mamanesh ina dashtan vase Negar ye kif mikharidan, Mani ham esrar karde ke in yekiam vase Laleh begirim!).. azash tashakor kardam, goftam ye boos bede,umad lopesho ovord jelo... muhasho zade bud,besh goftam mobarak bashe, ba zogh goft "raftam salmuni ! "..



"Laleh un bazi khargushe ke kheili sakhte ro miary?".... I'm dead!

Obligation

I believe we're just MADE who we are. There's been no decision in that! You don't really DECIDE to be good or bad or special or normal. I know it might seem funny to you. But don't you judge me before you read till the end.


First there are the genes that you don't really have a choice for.

And then any individual has some kind of a history of their own since the moment they are conceived...the way everybody around have treated them, things they did that brought them others' applause, things that brought them punishment...what their parents thought of good or bad...the friends they could get along with, and their manners...see? even their heroes are the ones they think are the best because of the way they're grown,or..or the people that they think CHANGE their life,are the ones that they just TEND to be affected by,because of who they have already become.
I think you cannot expect anyone to be anything they are not.
PLEASE do tell me what you think.

خسته شدم، از همه چيز اين كشور بي خود ، از آدم هاش ، از ارزش هاش ، از اينكه همه ي دنيا ما رو احمق ، كثافت ، لجن مي بينن...
Ah... khastam Farsi type konam ama nashod,alamata (noqte,kama...) tush be ham mirize...

Emruz umadam be babam yad bedam ke chejuri ye mailbox tu yahoo besaze, tu qesmate keshvar, Iran vojud nadasht...
Rastesh yekam geryam gereft! Engar aslan hamchin jayi tu koreye zamin nis, ya mikhan nabashe... yade Israel oftadam! ke albate tuye liste keshvara bud...

Shab saat 10 hoselam sar rafte bud, engar delam baraye shuluqi tang shode bud, ba mamano baba raftam saadat abad, ye sandeviche ashqale makhsus kharidam, raftim chand deyqe tu ye park be esme "boostane Molana" neshetim(ehtemalan ta hala nadidinesh, balaye faze3e)

Nemidunam chera maqzam nemizare bem khosh begzare! hamash dasht mipparid!

...cheqad noor...shawerma...araba...khalije Fars ke bad az in hame janjalo sarseda bazam tu Dubai tu naqshe neveshte budanesh khalije arab...

...maman dare be baba mige goftan sahmie vase mashinaye 2000 be bala hazf mishe,bad az ye moddatam kollan azad mishe,hameye feshar akharesh ru mardome,puldara ke barashun farqi nemikone,ahanfurusha goftan mohem nis, age azad she ahano kiluyi 100 toman gerun mikonim!...inja barq rafte,cheraq qermez khamushe,shirtushire...Rasti chia nadarim? benzin,barq,ab,gaz,hava...

...mantohaye ye jure banafsh,shalao kifo kafshaye zard...chantashun vaysadan bebinan behtarin mashini ke vasashun vaymise chie...

....baba be maman mige rasti fahmidin tu saadat abad ye sakhtemune 7 tabaqe furu rikhte,,,maman edame mide ke 16 nafaram tush mordan...

...tabloye ye vakil be esme karbaschi,yade khatami oftadamo baqieye in esma! cheqad esm! hamash esm!...

...dokhtare mobilesho chasbunde be gushesh dad mizane "mage man zane toam?! man ba to hich sanami nadaram"...

...chanta bacheye bichareye dasmal furush az daste pesare "BAHAL"e ekip ke halate tamaskhor azash mibare talebi migiran...

...maman dare be baba mige cheghad khube ke in parkaro sakhtan, ba inke masahati nadare...cheqad qane'e!...

...dokhtare mobile be dast dare mikhande, ba yeki az dustaye manto banafshesh nesheste, gushio migire kenar, ba cheshmak boland dad mizane "bashe alan miam",dobare gushio nazdik miareo mige "ba to nabudam"...

saram dard gerefte...khaste shodam...chikar mishe kard?

Have you ever LOVED 14 as your mark?!

Yesterday started like this...

• The guy who was supposed to teach us the course "Orthosis & Prosthesis" was a real jerk. And I was so afraid to fail coz he had given us another exam earlier and I had drawn a blank on it! You won't believe it but I really knew most of the answers,I was just so panicked that I didn't even right the ones I knew.

Anyway I waited till my turn which took me 3 hours and a half and was driving me crazy and then I went in...
When he finally told me my mark I was just out of this world,it was a HUGE relief
I was so happy I didn't know what to do! It was like nothing in this world could bring me down!

I went back home...

• Mom and I went to swimming pool which was great.

In the evening...

• We went to cinema. It was an Iranian movie. I hate Iranian ones but the relative guy - the same mentioned in Dubai story - said it's a funny one... This was certainly the worst I've ever seen. It was called "تيغ زن". I believe it really is an offense to the audience.

I'm telling you! DON'T WASTE YOUR TIME AND MONEY ON THIS CRAP.

So that's what it feels like in Dubai!

• On the first day they held us in the airport till 7 p.m. for some problem in my mom's visa.

• On the 2nd day I had fun till 5 p.m. but I couldn't eat anything, I just felt like vomiting all the time.

• On the 3rd day I was having worst burning pain in my stomach and I guess it means I'm gonna have the stomach ulcer back!

• On the 4th day -which was the last day- my mom and I just decided we had to buy some souvenirs for everyone! And finally we had to come back to the hotel at 12 a.m. to check out and get to the airport.

Fun,don't you think so?!!

Don't take it too serious,we did have fun too:

• I had some fun staying in the transit lounge! Confused,aren't you?!

The reason was this American guy sitting in the next table! He was sitting there with two other guys when he suddenly said "SHE IS GORGEOUS" loudly while he was staring at me, I looked behind to see some blond and to my surprise there was just a wall behind me! Then he smiled at me and asked me to sit at his table,but...

There are certain times when the chance is knocking at your door,but that's just when one of your stupid relatives is standing on your way to the door!!

I think it was 10 minutes later when I was passing their table to the counter when he asked "how are you doing?",I just said thanks,and to my greatest surprise he was showing me a chair next to his,I just smiled and passed and he asked "Is that a no?" I smiled again miserably! and went back to our table,then he said " I love the curls in your hair" I thanked him and didn't look at him no more.

It was like half an hour later when I felt someone standing near me at our table, again it was him! He said "Hopefully I'll see you in future", "hopefully" he repeated. He offered his hand to me and I shook it and laughed and he was gone.

Must have been an hour later that I was so bored that I had gone fooling around in transit lounge that he had come there again in his pilot uniform! The excessive relative guy (!!!!) said that he had stood there looking for me,and finally waves to him instead of me!

I keep consoling myself... there's a lots more waiting for me!

• There was this place called "Wild Wadi" were you'd find ultimate joy of being in the water. There is no place to be shy because no one would even notice you for everybody is wearing their swimsuits except for like 3 Iranian women wearing trousers and shirts taking all the attentions!
  

I'll tell you more about it later, gotta sleep now.
Good night

Today was a strange funny day!

I was having a fine day with all the crap: orthesis and prosthesis, biochemistry, a funny mullah who believed I had attended all his classes and treated me too kindly!... but when I was coming back home... Let me put it this way:

-What would you do if you suddenly run into your ex-boyfriend and a boyfriend of his?

Na...! Don't get me wrong, that is not the whole thing...

• you're coming back from the swimming pool where you'd forgotten to take your comb to!

• now you're having some kind of sour fruit ("Aloo torsh") that you're concealing in a popcorn package you had before that! (Isn't it great that I'm not fat?! ) and you don't wanna look stupid!
  

• so your fingers are totally red (the liver red color ) and he is holding his hand right in front of you to shake yours!

What would you do NOW? Well,what CAN you do?

So here's what i did:
I just showed him my red fingers and to revert his friend's confused face to normal I had to show them the junk I was eating ( I wish I could say the junk I was eating for the first time in years! )
and that was that... he asked me how my family and I have been, blah, blah,blah and then we said goodbye.

I felt just like the time you run into an old friend of yours that you weren't expecting to see and you didn't know you were missing! It was good to see him.

Slowly

Tell me you love me again but this time slowly
'cause you're talkin' too fast, baby much too fast
Come on and squeeze me again but this time slowly
'cause I like your grasp but it's much too fast

You said that our love will grow together
'cause your mine all mine
but dynamite love won't grow an inch
If you don't take your time

Come on and kiss me again but this time slowly
Not so fast, make it last

You said that our love will grow together
'cause your mine all mine
but dynamite love won't grow an inch
If you don't take your time

Come on and kiss me again but this time slowly
Not so fast, make it last, you're talkin' too fast
Honey make it last, oh, not so fast, yeah

I've started learning Deutsch for 4 months now... and it's amazing how fast it's ruining my English!! I couldn't believe it when the other day I was trying to talk to a Chinese guy and all the words I could think of to say were Deutsch!
Ich habe seit 4 Monaten angefangen, Deutsch zu lernen... ;)